trust issues.

i feel like i cant trust anyone.
like everyone's against me.
well... mostly everyone.
i have issues.
with people.
friends.
"best" friends.

eff it all.
i feel as if people all hate me secretly.
its like i lost 2 best friends in a day.
tim and tamara.
i feel alone in school.
like no one understands.
when i have these days i just need a big hug.
instead of a bunch of questions.
i love sammy's hugs.

i'm as bitter as ever in my entire life.
i can snap so easily these days.
i get pissed off and depressed easily. (well, im on my period, lol.)
maybe mrs demore is right...
maybe im changing.
not in a good way.

i need some motivation.
some action.
something new.

until then, i'll keep my hopes up and live without any regrets.
♥