wow

it's been forever since ive posted.
and frankly, i'm okay with that.
why you ask?
because it means i've been busy.
too busy for depression or drama (:

right now, life couldnt get better...
ha, that's an exaggeration.
okay, i'm lying... life could get SO much better.
but then, life could get so much worse.
im content with what i have now...
and summer is going to be amazing.

im surrounded by outgoing friends... although they may not be the BEST of friends, it's better than nothing.
it's hard to find good friends anyways *cough cough*
i'm done with drama though, i'm not going to apologize for what i know i didn't do wrong.
it's better to forgive, and i won't hold a grudge.

life has been a rollercoaster, but i'd still like to get drunk...
makes me forget about all the shitty things in life (:
...but it's okay. i know how to control myself (sort of..).
like i've always said and known: drugs, alcohol, cutting are temporary pain reliefs.
what i didn't know... is how addicting they can be.

-Zombie

slutttttttt

i feel horrible.
like a fucking slutttttttttt.
intoxication is bad, kids.

UGHHHHHHHHHHH.

THE WORLD DOESN'T FUCKING REVOLVE AROUND YOU.

.

dad: i love you... when you study.








love you too, dad

done.

the world doesn't revolve around you.
im not talking about the fight edwardo, or the disneyland thing danielle.
i dont care about anything except for my own personal happiness.
if you're a backstabber, liar, fake, shit talker, 2-faced, flake
an overall terrible person with bad fucking morals,
then get away from me.
im done with them.
i dont want drama.
i can live without you.
and i'll find the friends i can look up to and count on.

peacee.

oh geezzzz.

im not depressed anymore.
but that doesn't mean i'm happy.

i do bad things.
it makes me feel alive.
i trust no one.
there's not one good person out there, i believe.
even the most innocent have their secrets,
their weaknesses, and they need to figure themselves out.
how about me?
of course, i do too.
but i know what's apart from good and bad.
morally, i mean.

why are people so fucked up?

wake me up when september ends.
and when the bullshit gradually ceases to exist.
:)