wow

it's been forever since ive posted.
and frankly, i'm okay with that.
why you ask?
because it means i've been busy.
too busy for depression or drama (:

right now, life couldnt get better...
ha, that's an exaggeration.
okay, i'm lying... life could get SO much better.
but then, life could get so much worse.
im content with what i have now...
and summer is going to be amazing.

im surrounded by outgoing friends... although they may not be the BEST of friends, it's better than nothing.
it's hard to find good friends anyways *cough cough*
i'm done with drama though, i'm not going to apologize for what i know i didn't do wrong.
it's better to forgive, and i won't hold a grudge.

life has been a rollercoaster, but i'd still like to get drunk...
makes me forget about all the shitty things in life (:
...but it's okay. i know how to control myself (sort of..).
like i've always said and known: drugs, alcohol, cutting are temporary pain reliefs.
what i didn't know... is how addicting they can be.

-Zombie