1/28/10 Personality.

You know what I've realized?
Some people... just have a certain personality.
Either bad or good, those people might feel like their personality is not TRULY them.
They either want to change, or they ignore themselves.

It's amazing how a person's own personality affects their way of thinking. Some DO realize they want to change their personality, but do not have the motivation or guts to change it.
For the people with this problem: I say just go for it.
You have nothing to lose, and even if you were good and turned bad.... well, that's just who you are now, and what YOU're comfortable being.
It's not other people to judge you, it's yourself.
You have to ask yourself: Is this really worth it?

-Zombie

1/24/10 Deep thought?

I know, it's truly not 1/24, but it was a thought I had yesterday.
I was cleaning up the park with Joany, Melanie, Melissa, and Algrae. And it was truly a fun time... and YOU know MEE.
I just ponder about life and get depressed as alwayss

But as I was laughing at the randomness of Joany; I thought "Will I remember this day in 5 years?"
Even on important days, you can forget about it in a couple of years. It is those happy days I spend with my friends that matter right? The why does our brain neglect it and leave it in the abyss? Oh and do you ever remember something happened and wonder if the other person in the memory ever thinks about it?
Just a long thought...

-Zombie

Things are looking up 1/21/10

HEYYY GUYSSS.
It's been like 2 weeks since I've updated....
and let me tell you: DRAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAAA.

1. My self esteem is likeee in a deep, dark pit that will suck you in and devour you.
2. My best friend and I got in a huge fight.
3.I have like NO motivation, whatsoever.
4. My parents are BETCHES.
AND some others...
But things are looking up for oncee.

My self-esteem hasn't gone up much, but maddy and i are friends again :D
which makes me a bit happier.
hehe, the rain<3
i adore the rain.
although, i don't adore the coldness and wetness too much. it's still nice.

But yeah, things are looking up.... for now..

-Zombie

Good day. 1/12

Ahhhhhhhh, finally a decent day!!!
:D !!!

Umm, i won't tell you guys why though :)
I'll leave that as a mystery.
Recently, my parents put a password on my computer which is why I havent been blogging lately.
SOOOO, I think Im quitting maple? for a while atleast...

OHHH & Im kinda over nick... I mean.. our encounters are no longer awkward, but we actually AVOID our encounters.
It's pretty discouraging.
But it's okay :].

-Zombie

Break-up 1/6/10

Sighhhh.
Nothing good seems to happen to me :/
Unfortunately, Nick broke up with me today!

&& of course, i was hurt and confused.
and angry too, haha.
He gave me a general explanation "family issues"
and my first thought is BS.

So I don't know... a friend told me that it actually is because of his family, and I feel bad now.
I don't know what to do.
DRAMA

-Zombie.

School 1/4/10!

OMGOMG.
So.... today was the beginning of school.
Ummm, it wasn't really special... I guess?
A few friends gave me belated birthday presents<3
YUSSSSSS! LOOOL, my friend gave me a shirt with sparkles on it.
At first, I thought it was Twilight-related but it wasn't, so I was like EFF THIS.

I'm super glad we only have a few months until school's over.
I WANT TO GET OUTTA MY SCHOOL.
My grade is full of hoes or manwhores.
Well.... so is the grade under me but SHHHH.
I tolerate them better? I guess, haha
IkIk. IM WEIRD, STFU.

-Zombie.

Birthday 1/3/10

Hey guys.
Yesterday was one of the funnest nights of the year (HARHAR)
GET IT? CAUSE ITS ONLY BEEN 3 DAYS....
....ANYWAYS... I'll tell you about it, if you're interested.
(I won't go into details because it'll bore you and me)

Maddy and Kimi came over around 4, and we just chilled until 5-ish when Tamara and Tim came over.
Then we played hide-n-go seek, which failed...
Maddy had to go and we chilled until around 6 AM.
HAHAH, the funny part: we woke up at 2 pm
Ikr. failllll~

Anyways, today is my bday and I'm happy :)
-Zombie.

My day 1/1/10

Ahh, the satisfaction it gives me to write the year as /10.

The first day of 10, and it was pretty amazing, haha.
I was inspired to make a blog cause of a friend o-o
I randomly stumbled upon his blog and thought it would be interesting to put up (daily?) blogs.

ANYWAYSSSS.
On with my day!
Yesterday I went to bed around 4 am. which caused me to wake up at 1 pm.
IknowIknow. I WAKE UP HELLA LATE.
whatever, gosh, its MY sleeping schedule :[

I skyped with tim and watched him play SIMS 3 LOL. (we're both such nerds.)
Then my brother forced me to go to the beach with my rents and his gf.
It was ..... pretty fun, I'll have to admit. I thought it was gonna be SO boring.
I just got back...

Here's my first convo being back:

Caleb says:
Why play maple?
amigo, saranghae says:
idk
I dont play it as much anymore.
Caleb says:
You got a life?!
amigo, saranghae says:
yes
;]
Caleb says:
A BF?
amigo, saranghae says:
Lol duh
Caleb says:

:O !

amigo, saranghae says:
its been a month already
^^;
and
i made out with him yesterday
xD
first time making out
Caleb says:
Kinky shit makes them stick to you like glue.
Know that.
If a teenage boy says he's in love, that just means he's getting really kinky sex.
amigo, saranghae says:
lmfao
he always tells me he loves me.
what does that mean
D:
Caleb says:
That he wants kinky shit.