music and sorrows.

today was an overall nice day.
but at the end, i just want to blast music and pretend there's no world revolving under me.
I want to plug my headphones in and listen for hours until I can no longer keep my eyes open and ears unable to hear anything.

I feel sorrow.
for many reasons.
one of them being danielle's granddad passed away.
im sorry danielle.
none of my close relatives have passed away, so i cant relate to how you feel, but i just know is.
i'm sorry, and may he rest in peace.
he's in a way better place, with your grandma, and no longer suffering.
he most likely wouldn't of wanted you have been depressed and sad, but instead to go on with your life.

everyone dies, and it's unfortunate when a death occurs to a close one you know.
but one day we'll all be gone, and be into a better place, that's just how life is.
and for that, you must be happy because death is a beautiful process into where you're leaving this hell hole of a planet and into an heavenly afterlife.
and i hope you feel better
<3