lalala update.

it's cold &&
im actually reading books.
im those types of people that prefer reading more than anything.
(even music?) ...possibly.
i havent ACTUALLY attempted to read in so long... now i feel slightly smarter.
im blasting music, but im not hyped.
bummer.
& my computer is a piece of shit that broke ):
so... i'm on my dad's laptop

i thought i had something to say but my mind went blank.
i just looked at the title and remembered what i was gonna talk about.
it's one of those days that you just want to get home, take a hot relaxing bath, and blast music while you read.

AODSIJOSADJSAODJAO. trying to think.
thinking... motion.... desandnate... hmmmm....

a thing that's bothering me lately is:
how people can act so happy around people but at home they're so depressed?
yeaaah this is mainly towards u maddy.
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EDIT:
I found the most amazing quote for you maddy :D

"Moving on from a relationship is like a metaphor. You can move to different houses, but it takes time. You need to pack your things before you leave. And when you get dumped, you might be asking why isn't he sad about this? Well honey, he's BEEN moving on! for WEEKS and now he just left with his stuff 95% in boxes. and because you weren't ready, it takes awhile for you to move. Because of that dipshit, you need to get ALL yo shit together and move them! It may take weeks, months, and even years, but just know.. it'll happen."
-Said from an experienced gay man
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oh well.
blargahhgah this blog fails.
its gonna suck without my computer.
andd, i found another blogging website called tumblr.
i kinda like it better than blogspot, but i cant make one now since my COMPUTER BROKE.
and it'd take too much time anyways.

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and then there's days when i feel like im never gonna be truly happy.
and the days where i cry at night because i feel like my chest is empty and my heart feels like it's tearing in two.
the same pain when i miss someone terribly.
but whose that someone?

-Zombie♥