Mask Phase 2.15.10

I think everyone has gone through a phase.

I know I have.

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In 5th grade: I had a phase where I thought black guys were the sexiest men in the world.

6th grade: When I found out I was bi and wanted to tell EVERYONE.

7th grade: Bipolar phase; In luther, I was very depressed. In Jordan, I was very optimistic.

Right now? I think I'm going through what I'd like to call the 'Mask Phase.'

This is when you mask your depression with optimism.

You try to convince yourself that you're optimistic when you're really not.

I'm currently fading out of the phase and now transitioning to the optimistic phase.

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What is my favorite phase?

It's one that I didn't include up there. Just to make things more exciting (;

My Ignorant Phase.

I've been in this phase since I was born into 5th grade.

Of course, I wasn't stupid or anything.

But it was more like ignoring the depressing things of the world and replacing them with small happy things.

Once you acknowledge the horrors and cruelty of the world, it's inevitable to be depressed.

I believe knowing less = more happiness.

So what do YOU guys think?

Is Ignorance really bliss?

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From now on, I'm gonna post a piece of lyrics that either fits my mood or the blog (:

"The weak are the liars, the strong think too much
I am too cynical to say I don't give a fuck

I need money
I need clothes
I need women
I need blow

Something is very fucking wrong

Resting your head on your best friend's sister's shoulder
Your mother's job is to fuck all your neighbors
Bodies thrusting to the beat of our shame

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Loyalty
Honesty
Trust
Respect
Humility
Sincerity

We are all so full of fucking shit
We are all so full of fucking shit"

"People You Know" - Dance Gavin Dance